Sound advice from a Mormon Mother...
Every time before I left the house in high school and throughout my life my mother said that along with Remember who you are and No Sex before Marriage! HAHA...Small insight into being raised in a naive and sheltered life. And I am not Hating in the least, had I never come into the light of my own bright star I would have never thought a negative thing about it. Thats the one positive aspect of living with the wool over your eyes...
That is one thing I would like to clear up while in the youth and virginity of my blog: I still to this day have not a negative bone in my being towards the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. Everything out of my mouth is honesty, critical opinion and agreement to disagree. If the church believed in living homosexually I would probably still be a member of the church. Hey Fellow Mormon Raised Queers--That would be one way to make a shit ton of money, gather all of the garment wearing, Jesus loving homos and have your own reorganized order of the Mormon Faith. The man who started the Scientology Bullshit began his career in religion by believing it was the best way to turn a profit. And look how rich he is now!
Just saying, there is a good idea and way to fight proposition 8. Anyway, my standing with the church will remain that way until it begins to evolve. I haven't opened that book of dark tragedy with my therapist yet.
WHICH by the way is going amazingly well! I was assigned a young man who is graduating with his Doctorate in the spring and is working with patients as part of his practicum. He is so wonderfully dressed, kind-eyed with well picked out rims, nice on the eyes all topped with a happy energy and respectful disposition. I bonded with him immediately and tried to end our session with a half-hug straight man grab but he deflected it!!! It was wonderfully awkward and uncomfortable and I enjoyed every second of it!!
This post I want to clear up something that has been bugging me and then I will tell a small tidbit of information. I wish that in the near future my blog will be better organized into all the interests of my life: Arts and Crafts, Cooking with Paula Burrell, Mr. Poppins and his chittlins, How to Survive in the Gaytropolis with a Chubby Disposition, JewBagel or Bhuddha Guru:Quest for Sane Religious Relationship, and finally Waiting for my Marko...Come to me Papi!!
This past Saturday I found out that a dear friend from high school with whom I had lost touch, tweeted that she was in DC and I was invited to an evening with 9 friends, old and new alike. We went to Old Town Alexandria and had a quaint night that was ne'er quiet or queasy (alliteration gives me a hard-on)... It was FABULOUS!! Exactly what my life had been lacking so much of... I was confronted hardcore by Christmas DanceQueen ( she and I are actually dear friends who still to this day remember a day on the playground in 3rd grade that she was scarred for life from by a mean bitch who we still feel negatively towards. She and I were not only Christmas Dance Royalty together but also co-social directors for Gifted.Ed.At.Ringgold. We were such dorks but at the same time awesome. Good friend who I do NOT cherish at all when clearly I need to, she is married to a sexy, homosexual look-a-like because he is a fuckin body builder!! Love her to pieces...) on the fact that I yet to have a serious boyfriend relationship that I would want to have around when I begin my life with children and real responsibility... I think it might be on the horizon folks.. I got the itch for a bitch to look after me....and cuddle after intercourse! hahaha!
So that might be my only thoughts for now... I will post up again soon for some more deets about the weekend from Euphoria.
xo PioneerQueer
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